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What the hell is a student writer?

I painted lips on the lower part of my face,

Pinned up the corners with sharp needles

And went out where the happy people live.

I stretched the muscles of my cheeks

In the shape of past emotions,

I bound my limbs with strings

And made them move jerkily

In a crooked performance

With rules I no longer understand,

Until I lay there exhausted and numb


Life has become broken and frightening.


The bright light melts my mouth,

Sealing my voice within.

My ears collapse under the silence,

I cannot lift my eyelids anymore.

I want to beg:

"Please, I am so very hungry and weary.

Please, give me a smile,

Just a small one,

To wear outside

So that

I can seem normal.



I will tell lies.

Please, believe me,

I am waiting for my meds to kick in.


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slowly waking up
Artist | Student | Literature
Permanent Residence: mostly in my head
Favourite animal: cats
Wallpaper of choice: a cat
Skin of choice: human, less hair
Favourite cartoon character: Bugs Bunny. Oh, and cats
Personal Quote: I believe in random acts of kindness. You never know when gratitude comes in handy.
Very sorry for disappearing. I've been VERY busy. I'll get to everyone's messages next week. Promise.
And now a short poem.

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fableweaver55 Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Hey thanks for faving Uninked Love 
siedhr Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Student Writer
The imagery really resonated with me.
fableweaver55 Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you :)
Emmanation Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch!
giusynuno Featured By Owner May 24, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Sorry for the late message, but thank you so much for faving!!!!!! It means a lot to me:heart:
SaraDeek Featured By Owner May 4, 2014
thank you for the watch!kaomoji set 1 3/19
KalineReine Featured By Owner May 3, 2014  Professional Writer
Thank you so much for adding me to your DeviantWatch. :iconmoesmileplz:
I really appreciate it! :iconrubcheeksplz:
jackofalltrades0097 Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
HELLO THERE FELLOW DEVIANT! I hope you're having a wonderful day! I'm swinging by to just say hello and welcome to our group Authors-Club !  Wish you the best! 
I love deviantART! Thank you for joining theAuthors-Club! We are so glad to have you join our group and adding our work to our collection! 

On behalf of the Authors-Club, here's just a little bit of information as to what we're about! :

-- Please familiarize yourself with our Submission Rules before you begin to submit your works of literature into the group gallery.

-- Riddle Mania, check out the wackiest word challenges. Solve the extremely difficult riddles and outsmart your competition! "picking your brain."

-- Don't forget to check out the collection of wonders we have on our club page!

Again, thank you so much for joining our club! If you need anything at all, do not be afraid to ask! Wither it be about our club, or even about the going on's in Deviant Art!  

I hope that you enjoy this group and if at any time you have questions, concerns, or ideas please contact me jackofalltrades0097 , or any of the other admin of our group!
siedhr Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2014  Student Writer
Thank you.
A-Shadow-Rose Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
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