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What the hell is a student writer?
Yesterday,

I painted lips on the lower part of my face,

Pinned up the corners with sharp needles

And went out where the happy people live.

I stretched the muscles of my cheeks

In the shape of past emotions,

I bound my limbs with strings

And made them move jerkily

In a crooked performance

With rules I no longer understand,

Until I lay there exhausted and numb

Because

Life has become broken and frightening.



Today,

The bright light melts my mouth,

Sealing my voice within.

My ears collapse under the silence,

I cannot lift my eyelids anymore.

I want to beg:

"Please, I am so very hungry and weary.

Please, give me a smile,

Just a small one,

To wear outside

So that

I can seem normal.

Please!"



Tomorrow,

I will tell lies.

Please, believe me,

I am waiting for my meds to kick in.

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siedhr
slowly waking up
Artist | Student | Literature
Romania
Permanent Residence: mostly in my head
Favourite animal: cats
Wallpaper of choice: a cat
Skin of choice: human, less hair
Favourite cartoon character: Bugs Bunny. Oh, and cats
Personal Quote: I believe in random acts of kindness. You never know when gratitude comes in handy.
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Very sorry for disappearing. I've been VERY busy. I'll get to everyone's messages next week. Promise.
And now a short poem.

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shelleypalmer Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Many thanks for the fave and watch much appreciated!
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Helesssart Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2015
Thank You for the watch!
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siedhr Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2015  Student Writer
:) Your art is lovely.
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Helesssart Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2015
Thank You! <3
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Wordeea Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
thank you for the watch!
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fableweaver55 Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Omigod, thank you for the watch!! Heart Heart Heart Heart  You're awesome and I really appreciate the support :D I feel like giving you a million hugs. So. Brace yourself. *sends a million cosmic hugs your way*
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siedhr Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2015  Student Writer
*basks in the hugs and sends them back multiplied* :)
I'm not very active around here but feel free to give me a kick if you want me to read something (if I don't see it, that is).
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fableweaver55 Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the multiplied cosmic hugs :D Heart 
Sure, will let you know when I get around to uploading new work :) Thank you Love 
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fableweaver55 Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Hey thanks for faving Uninked Love 
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siedhr Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2015  Student Writer
The imagery really resonated with me.
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